April 2010
March 2010
By the way
I got a score of 88 out of 100 on that totally BS-ed paper.
Heckzzzz yeah!
This summer, I will spend all my time …
Making moneeeeh
Exploring the bike trails
Running and playing Tennis at good old Central Middle
Hangin’ with my fantastic grandparents
Fashioning lovely little things with a sewing machine
Reading at the Library and taking part in all its cute little community events
Driving in the warm summer summer evenings with the windows down and the...
I have found that I feel pretty shitty after spending tons of time on the computer.
And that I feel on top of the world after I complete all my homework and have extra time to do what I wish.
Mehhh …
I guess I need to work.
If I want to get anywhere.
rissaravex:
So, I keep finding little notes like this in one of the bathrooms at school.
And to whoever is leaving them there, thank you.
They brighten my day, make me feel good, and I enjoy walking into the bathroom, to see new, inspiring notes that bring a smile to my face.
Keep it up, please. :)
Yesss! I love them too. They really make the day more bearable, they but a smile on my...
I have kinda realized that I act like a little girl trying to fit in.
I do not really like that.
I swear I do not think like that.
I think …
Look at me, oh look at me, is this the way I've...
2,136 words and a bs-ed paper. I wonder what I can get for this.
I am now uncovering my time teller and it tells me that the time isssss! 3:25 am
HOLY POO I THOUGHT IT WAS LATER HOW SPIFFY IS THAT.
I guess I will do a read through of what I have done, and theeeeen go beddy bye for two hours hurrah.
Over the word amount now.
Just have to explain four more quotes and write a conclusion.
Oh em gee!!
But I do not think I will get much sleep. I think it is pretty late. Probably around four in the morning. (When the tears start rolling, and I wanna make it worth the fight.)
These updates of my progress are fun to post. Teeheeheehe.
358!!!!
YAAAAAAAAAY!!!!
743 words to goooooo.
Not too tired yet. Knock on wood.
I might be able to get some sleep tonight. But I have no idea what time it is in the first place UAHAHAHAUAUAUAUA.
And then another hell day full of MATH tomorrow.
Oh goodness, somebody help me.
I want to eat apple fries dipped in honey.
Todayyyyy I came home from school. Let my dog out. Grabbed a blanket. Grabbed some snacks. Sat on my front porch. And did homework in the almost-summer-sun.
It was nice.
Now I am stuck writing and writing and writing. I kind of just want to die. I do not think it is even late yet (I cover all the time-keepers around me while working), but still. I want...
Dear Someone Who Will Never Read This But Will Hopefully Get The Message Some Way Or Another Into His Crazy Little Brain,
STOP. WAITING. FOR. ME. I. WILL. NEVER. WANT. YOU.
Let me breath. Let me live.
Let me forget you and all the awful memories you put into my life.
“Researchers report that many gay prostitutes have suffered rejection by family and friends because of their sexual orientation (Weisberg, 1985; Boyer, 1989; Kruks, 1991).”
Does anybody else find the irony of this absolutely hilarious?
I found this in my Sociology Text Book and lol-ed.
Happy Time!
Happy Time!
Happy Time!
Happy Time!
Time to get ‘er done.
Whenever
I think of you I am completely disgusted that I ever had anything to do with you. When I think of the times we hung out together I want to PUKE. When I think of the ignorant dumb-ass things you unawaringly did to me, it fills me with a great feeling of hate. When I see you with your “you did awful things to me be ashamed” look in the hall, it pisses me off like you wouldn’t...
So I Went to Chicago
Went on the Sky Deck and stood over the city, with nothing but glass between me and 103 stories of air. That was quite the experience.
Ate at the Grand Cafe, I believe it was called. That place was amazing! The atmosphere was beautiful, and we ate some pretty fantastic food. We sat at a window booth looking over on Michigan Avenue. It was really nice to watch the going-ons. Went to H&M and...
Because Britni is an annoying little girl.
Going to Chicago tomorrow to go through an aquarium and a few museums!
I am excited! I love aquariums because I am afraid of fish, so it gets my heart going like WOAH.
So today I must do laundry and homework. Pahh pahh pahh.
I do not want to do anything of the sorts, but hey. Gotta learn to stop being lazy.
I want a rolling alarm clock, that goes off and rolls like crazy making crazy noises...
Plans for life
I definitely want to make my way across Europe after college, and then maybe take on the US. Or vice versa. It sounds like fun.
My life cannot be too cookie cutter. I will not allow it!
Plan: Move somewhere, get a job, save up enough to move somewhere else And then the cycle repeats over and over again.
I will blog about it. It is going to happen! Ambition ambition ambition!
Two Major Goals of my Life
1. Build a Lake-River House (A house situated on a lake with an artificial river running in a cycle around it equipped with a massive waterfall from the second story and boats with mattresses on them.)
2. Start a foundation to help kids who grow up in homes with druggie parents. (Because it is not fair to kids who could be so great to live through such hell.)
February 23, 2010
“& I feel like I may be falling again. Something about this boy won’t let me go. I have no idea why, I just can’t forget.”
Dear Sarah
I am a Sims addict. Insane Sims addict. If I was left alone with my Sims, I would not stop playing. Like seriously. I played once for seventeen hours straight, and I still wanted to play after my mother dragged me home.
I am sorry to hear I am sick too!! Haha. It is not very fun.
And I know pills make people funky sometimes. Patience is a very good thing to have.
Love, Britni
Rarrg
My nose is runny and my head feels ten times its normal weight. I don’t want to do my homework. I might get a D in my English class. I’m gaining weight by the minute. Thank god next week is spring break.
On the plus side, my sim now has a very sexy egyptian boyfriend. They’ll undoubtedly make beautiful sim babies.
NERDDD.
I Want
Sundresses. And a sun to wear them in. I am really crazy craving you, summer. As you can tell by all my posts.
I'm Not Jealous Anymore
I used to be the most jealous person on Earth.
I envied people with beauty, beautiful friends, and especially people with money.
I have always been self conscious about my crazy nose and my insane eyebrows. My hair, my hands, my body, my feet. Everything.
I never used to see myself as worthy for anyone. I thought that I was not worth having any sort of boyfriend. I thought I would remain...
Life is good
So last night was the last showing of our play. I won’t see Mother Womb until next fall, but at least I got pictures of her clean self on my phone to remind me of her fantastic warm atmosphere. I wonder what someone may think if they read this and have no idea who Mother Womb is.
I officially will no longer be able to act with all the amazing seniors! I am so sad! And I am going to miss...
Tonight
Was the most amazing thing ever! I AM ON TOP OF THE WORLD!
NERVOUS!
I am so nervous! I have such a miniscule part, so I shouldn’t be.
But I swear I’m gunna fricking piss myself on stage!!!!!
I’m going to have to be sure to use the bathroom before I go on. Hahaahaa.
Ugh ugh ugh. Just gotta think. Two shows, and then I’m off to party like a beast. I don’t know how beasts party, but I’m sure their parties are pretty fun.
I...
I Can't Believe
That the play is finished Saturday! I think I’m going to be lost when it’s over. I won’t be with any of the seniors ever again! It’s a sad sad thought, but it actually is a good thing it will be over. I will be able to catch up in school, thank goodness.
I’m actually really nervous to perform tomorrow. I am such a bad actress! Like literally, I’m not really...
“My great miseries in this world have been Heathcliff’s miseries, and I...”
– Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte
My legs
Are constantly becoming numb. I don’t know why, I’ll just be sitting, and boom! I’ll lose all feeling. They then hurt like hell coming back to life. Drives me freaking crazy.
So. I just signed up for the ACT’s. Woooo!
Gorillaz’ new album is coming out March 9th!!! Plastic Beach! I’m excited!
Today I had a crazy allergical reaction to something from Mother...
